Hoping

I just keep hoping for things to get better for me. It's not like it's all bad here- but it's not good either. I feel like I am starving for love. I get NO affection here and it sometimes actually physically hurts. I'm starving for it sometimes. Other times I'm fine- I am learning (I hope) to be a tougher person. I am making progress on things to change things. I know no matter what it will be hard- I will be lonely and sad- there will be tears- but I have to get in a place where I am open to meeting the right person- or at least being stronger myself. I have to make a change. I am not getting younger and things will not resolve themselves- I have hoped they would and they have not- so its time. Wish me luck!

I'm making progress on this front!!

Gin--New year and a new you. Go make the life you want. It may be tough but the reward is great!

Thanks Engine- I am hoping for a great 2009 for everyone!! I am making changes to me right now...still in the same place...but not really. Hope you are finding great things for yourself

Wow...it's been a long time since I started posting on here! Things have changed a lot...some for the better...some not where I want to be yet.

What does everyone here hope for for 2010??