Yet again:(

Nothing! He is going away for 4 days and says "here's a hug"...I say "what a relationship we have" and he says "I'm not getting into that now"

Wow...just what dreams are NOT made if

I guess the quote about things you can count on needs to change. Death and taxes can now be joined by no sex, no kissing, no affection...hmmm...all of these things are just not much fun, are they?

All I can think of to do is make another drink- which I don't want to- I hate to think I drink to dull my situation- but maybe facing reality is what needs to happen. I DO drink to dull the sadness and I also shop to compensate. I guess if I do end up alone- it might save me money. What I drink is expensive and shopping is not cheap...maybe I will save money at least!

Oh- and after the return...not even a kiss or a hug. How can you tell if you really are unloveable? Maybe it IS me...I just cannot imagine another person in a relationship not wanting any part of their other half. I shower at least once, if not twice a day...I brush my teeth...in the past I have had other significant others...I dress ok as far as I can tell...I am a little "fluffy" but not extremely excessive...I am at least semi-smart- able to carry on a conversation- I cannot cook (but I know numbers and locations of great take out places!)...and my pets love me...so what do you think??

It's not you, it's him. TRUST me!

Maybe I am icky to the male species now that I am over 40

No way. Not possible. YOU are hot...if I didn't like cock so much, I'd do you.

Gee thanks Train..."thats a good offer for a girl like me".
(Ok...what movie is that from?)