SOOOOOOOOOOO

I have changed my mind on this.

Let me speak candidly and from experience. It is FINE, just remember what you will be getting into. If you want more, you will NOT get more. If it is truly sex and just sex, I say go for it! Just know the rules before you start. It may get sticky, but that is part of the fun. You can trash me if you want, but some of the best sex I ever had was with a married man! We had a "relationship". It was a great feeling. We are still great friends and after all that time of waiting, and we were no longer in a "relationship" he tells me he loves me. Please..... You just miss the sex. However, we do go in and out of the "relationship" still because we are great together. So, I say go and do it. Have fun.

I decided to delete all of this part...

Typing this has made me realize something important too. I need to have higher expectations for myself in a relationship. I need to not settle for whatever I am given and be happy to get it- I need to find a person who is what I want and need- and who can give me what I want and need. This current situation is what it is and will most likely lead to nothing- but it has been a bessing for me. It has opened my eyes to the fact that somewhere out there- under the rainbow- there is a man who will like me as I am- and will give me what I need. I wont look for him either. I will work on myself- making myself a person I am proud to be- and then hope we find each other- lets see what fate brings me.

Romance...be picky! That is my plan too. I need to NOT settle. I need to find a person who gives me what I want and need- even if it takes a long time. I need to be ok if I dont ever find this person- I need to be ok with being alone. I think if I can be ok with this- I will meet the right person and I will be in a position to have a relationship. I think too many times in my life I have fallen into relationships and sort of gotten stuck in them- I stayed too long- and who knows what I missed while I did this. I do for a fact know I missed one great chance- dont know how it would have worked out but its a regret for me that I will never know...so on to making things different this time around.

I MIGHT have met a guy who might be someone I want to go out with. He;s a friend of a friend and so far so good- but we havent met in person yet...LOL

I'll let you know how it goes when we do finally meet.