So hard to make the right decisions

So I am back in the dating game. It has its fun days and its less fun day. Today is a confusing one. I had planned to write a lot about it- but i think I am tired...maybe I will fill this in tomorrow...until then all I can say is...how the hell am I supposed to figure this out and get it right? Where is that damn rulebook!!!!!!!!!!

Its been some time since I've posted...I've dated a bit...some things have been good and some bad. I have just met a new guy. I really think I like him...but its so hard to know. Its like you have to set yourself up to be disappointed and then be surprised if you are not. Being excited about a guy seems like the kiss of death...seems that means he will surely turn out to be a freak or an ass. Guess thats the Murphys Law of dating!

I'm still doing the dating thing. Sometimes it's fun and sometimes it's not.