No good answer...

So I just realized I am in a no win situation. I was with a guy who I broke up with. We have remained friends. He wants more. I am just happy in limbo. It will take a long time for me to trust he has changed- though he seems to- si I wont jump right back into things as they are- no matter how good it seems. He wants more and now- or at least soon. Though I dealt with his shit for years- I know he will grow tired of waiting on me in a matter of months. He will look elsewhere and find another. This is the reality of it. I know that- but I dont have to like it I guess. Is there an alternative? I am thinking not. Sad- but true.